Her grandmother were to fuelwood. My grandmother was killed there

It doesn’t matter how much you prepare for it. It’s still amazing. As a woman killed by Auschwitz, I am getting the daughter of a man who has died for the death of the Jews. I’m lost in words.

I have never met my grandmother Ludwig or the mother Rachel. In 1944, the Camp of death camp on the carts of cattle in 1944. Ludwig, 15, was 15 years old, was sent to another concentration camp. But Rachel was suffering, and she was killed by Gaza.

I grew up with them and spend time with people who have been surrounded from my family in Australia. In the German Cornerl, I first had the motives of my memory.

The Kornell’s grandfather was a major guardian in a family where a very small income. At first, he worked with a coal minority, but he kept it in a coal and two days after the death of danger, he decided to do something else for two days. Finally, when it began at the train driver in Direct Roy, the things changed. The Mother’s mother is proud of that success, says “the possibility of life”.

At first, it was transferring goods to the war. Before long, though, he turned into another terrible thing. “I believe that my grandmother was serving in the Rail of Degonia, so Legzzik, so far in Longito, sought a certain separation between family and death camps.”

Cornelia did not know what it would happen when her grandmother first started the work. “My grandmother has seen a lot of horrible things and does not know how to get out of this job.”

After her family therapist trained, she entered her former life and tried to understand it well. She told me that she began to ask: “How is it a criminal? When did he go to the criminal?”

My mouth was dried up at this time. My heart is running. Reading all this seems to be an experience outside the body. The thing I think is that her grandmother is like driving in the fish, and my grandmother and my grandmother ended in this way. Because of my relatives killed in Auschwitz – I know the cousins ​​that I know nothing.

“I think I’m a strong hatred on you” I’m fighting my tears. But I do not do all that, since it may be difficult to accept all that things.

“Give me your hand,” says Chenia, and well. “It’s important. My tears and touch is getting hitting … My grandmother was the Auschwitz train driver. What if my grandfather said?

“I apologize,” crowd added that the crime is very difficult. “My grandfather felt very guilty of guilt, and he died in the fad.” Corneneia is grateful about my mercy and has had to expose it completely.

Then, what you do not expect – some of the German members of her family responded to her anger. The city of Bojoko, which is 100 miles[100 km]from Krado, did not agree with the Nazi City of Bojoko.

Cornelia first the city opposed the Nazi party’s ideology, but she later eaten inside. Hitler’s Shoveworre looked like a model village – Ayer’s village without the land of Slavus. There, German tribes hoped for helpful help in the army.

It was the place where Gelvitiz was. And in 1945, the early German village was the first German village that affected Soviet power.

In the past, however, there was one of the Nazi’s death campaign.

When Soviet Zoots to Switzer, the Hitler Quote SS to 60,000 Prisoners – Most Jews forced them to go to the west. The Between January 19 and 21, one of these slots passed through a thorob. When the temperature is not cold, the prisoners wearing the uniform in a layer of wood. They were scattered by starvation and tiredness.

And the survivors are loaded on open-sight of open cartoons, often to other concentration camps, as a BochemD. The Nazis sought to hold their slave bullying – even at this point, some believed in the final victory of the third ruic.

The Native historical and religious teacher, Cruzoski, Cruzoski took me to the main path to his way of death. People look on the Rolescoko Road outside the Chief Church outside of the Chief Church to catch their bus – and is known as Bau-Stranes in Germany. I am ‘Stopping to the ground are the first cob stones that these prisoners walk in their feet.

“The death of death is a quiet witness,” states. “But the stone cannot speak.”

This story has now been repeated – partially soon after the Soviet attack and Pols were soon camped. Germany in 80’s, Poland Cassauuk, the Architerous Soviet Soviet soldiers had drove her family and kill her father. But there is any other reason: weighing the past.

Some Germans did not surprise me that they would respond negative to the parannian research. Germany proud of her own. The culture of memoryOr remembering culture: Mandatory Holocaust Learning, Museums, Memories. Many view it as government and government work. And they are happy to face the past that the past is happy, but it is very difficult to handle their own family history and the political adviser Benjamin. He calls “division.”

A In the BieleFeld University of University About one-third of the Germans believe that their families have helped their families save the Jews at the holokost. This is “funny” and “impatiently impossible”.

On the Scojoko’s ground, things are changing 80 years after the dead. Last week, he presented a new remembrance of the dead on the city, including Germanic group, Jews, and the Polishician delegates, local authorities, schools, and emergency services.

Cornenesia and Treestophant were there. It is deep personal in the history of Steneia. She is sure that it is the key to study and remember the community quickly. For that I am grateful. Their work and feelings give me hope in the end of a rising anti-Semitism – I try to remember how my family had been killed.

The people of choruad believed that their city was found at the end of the highest culture and spirituality. But then, “he turned into vagina”, “says Cornelia. “This is a progress that we need to understand … They are not only good or bad. People can enter only a good purpose but quickly.

“We can’t change the past, we can’t answer the time. But talking about it is important to remember what happened.”